I thank God everyday for not taking you from your family. The drugs nearly destroyed your brain but your will to live along with the Lord’s blessings prevailed.You still have a long hard road to recovery but I know you can do it. I did not have a normal relationship or upbringing with my mother.
Looking back I wish I hadn’t been so naive and maybe been harder on you!! I wish so much I believed in ghosts and that you could talk to me. There is not a day that goes by that your not on my mind. ♥ This post goes out to my one & only son, Dennis L. Someone once asked me a very important question once to which I couldn’t answer ATM, I think I was still in shock, the words couldn’t come out my mouth, I was speechless, I was lost without No words to describe the only Son I once knew. You was kind, you was humble, you was honest, liked by many, loved by a lot, and hated by few.
But as a mom you just love your child the best way you can. I want to forget, but I know neither of you would want that. I’m not really scared to die anymore – because you both will be waiting for me. Finding you that day was the most horrific day of my life. You where such a special and very well liked young man. You made Us laugh, you made Us cry, well me anyways. You was thoughtful, and always considerate of others and willing to give a helping hand, no questions asked. You had Hopes and Dreams to make a difference in your life, now they will live on in your children. Happy Heavenly Birthday, forever 25 years young 💋💋 Until I can hold your hand again….
We will not give up bringing Awareness to this epidemic and will not let her death be in vain For my son Tayler , we lost him 10-28-15 to an over dose of fentnoyl and Xanax , the combination of the two are lethal . I lost my son William, 29, to a heroin overdose April 7th 2016.
He was 21 yrs old he was very bright and carrying loved by many. I can never express how losing you has reshaped my life.
he taught me how to fish, how to drive a four wheeler, even how to tie my shoes.
he was the kind of person that could brighten your day with one sentence. a while ago, when i was young, maybe 10 or 11, he ended up in jail somehow. he made me a birthday card, and he hand-drew a butterfly on the inside. sometimes i think he cared more about other people than he did himself. I lost my father in 2001 and my only sister in 2017 to overdoses😢i love and miss them so much but i remember rev. It truly feels like the 🌎 is standing still….i look forward to future promises….i thank Jehovah for endurance and 💪 to keep going.I pray for those whose life was cut short and pray for their families. I went through periods, years even where I did not speak to her because I just did not want to deal with the chaos of her mental illness.When she took her life my son was 2 and we had not spoken in 5 months and the last conversation (May) was not pleasant…she had also moved out of state within days of the brief conversation. The visit was brief and we were on okay terms but I felt awkward – annoyed with her during this time period due to some actions that she regularly exhibited…. I just wanted to give some background for someone who may stumble across this page as I did, so they have a sense of what happened. having a need to know, have background so that I can fully empathize with the loved ones grief.I do hope you are calm and at peace not having to struggle every day. The world feels a bit more empty without him, but he lives on in every part of the world he touched. Love, Mom To my son brian I think about you having you here has left a hole in my heart that will never heal till i see you again You were my baby and you still my baby even though you are not here with me you gave me so happy i dont know if you knew how much u were loved iam so sorry this happend to you you had so much to live for i know this was a horrible accident you never thought this would happen to you i love you mommie i miss my older brother every day. he was staying at my parents’ house, and he seemed to be doing fine.Everyone misses you terribly, I cry every day on the way to work and think of you more than you could possibly know. He made a hat reading “too weird to live, too rare to die” and it is this contradiction that marks his life and passing: brighter than seems possible, it is also impossible for him to really be gone. It has only been 8 month and I miss you so bad every day. one day he went into the city, and he never came back.We will celebrate you and love you for all that you are. But when you are done dreaming, flying and achieving don’t forget there is someone waiting for you at the place where it all started. I MISS YOU On November 8th 2015, I received a phone call from my oldest son. Sincerely her mom, Tami My son Jonathan died of a heroin overdose September 26,2015, after being in a coma for 20 days. I had no idea when I got the phone call that he had ever tried drugs. We educate school kids and others on the evls and consequences of ever trying drugs.